September 2010
50 posts
Christopher Martin
I started reading this book at Josh’s house tonight because the main character’s name is Maggie. I started liking it right away, and now I’m 47 pages into it. It began by explaining how this couple was in love, and how they became pregnant and the joys and excitement of that chapter later in life. I’m a girl, and always have been too attached to the fairytale idea that...
“He didn’t say anything. Maybe there wasn’t anything to say. Instead, he wrapped...”
– -Maggie Stiefvater, Shiver (via todayithought) (via quote-book) (via mmbren) (via saintsandliars) (via dilaudid)
This is me today :(
“If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the...”
– If I Die Young- The Band Perry
700milesoflove asked: Magz,
I read all your stuff on your tumblr. I'm so sorry you're going through such a tough time right now. :\ I'm sure that with a little time, things will straighten out, and the right thing (for you) to do will make itself obvious! Stay positive, look for the light at the end of your tunnel. :) I know we hardly talk, but if you ever need to/want to, you can shoot me a...
I read all your stuff on your tumblr. I'm so sorry you're going through such a tough time right now. :\ I'm sure that with a little time, things will straighten out, and the right thing (for you) to do will make itself obvious! Stay positive, look for the light at the end of your tunnel. :) I know we hardly talk, but if you ever need to/want to, you can shoot me a...
What Goes Around, Comes Around
You were right. We haven’t learned from our mistakes- we keep hurting each other in the same ways for the same reasons. Only this time, the roles are reversed. “I can’t just stop what I’m doing to answer your texts”… sound familiar? Karma’s a bitch isn’t it? Breaking up was good for us because I can’t take the guilt trips and I won’t have...
Bad Things Come In 3's
Someone I know is going through an extremely hard time. 3 monumental incidents have happened in the past 2 days and there’s nothing he can do about it. His family’s health and well-being are at stake and he has to remain strong when his world is crumbling. What do you say to someone in that situation? I want to help but I don’t think there’s anything I can do, so I’ll...
“You are not expected to become your father, or your mother, or anyone else. Your...”
– Delbert Hutchison (via kayleedel)
I still want to hear about Glacier, if you’re willing to tell me.
Stress Related Heart Attack
something to keep in mind- I’ve gotta slow down :/
Prayers are needed for my friend’s dad, and his family. Thanks.
Walking
On my way across campus, I was noticing how people were walking and thought about how I was walking in comparison. I looked down at my saunter, my feet jutting out at imprecise angles with each step. Was it the hurried fast pace walk of an adult with an agenda and a place to be? Was it the awkward skip of a 12 year old exploring new places? Was I an athlete with strong confident strides, or the...
“As long as we observe love for others and respect for their rights and dignity...”
– Dalai Lama (via thebluehydrangea)
“The average, healthy, well-adjusted adult gets up at seven-thirty in the morning...”
– Jean Kerr, Please Don’t Eat the Daisies (via awaitanothervoice)
Uh yep, that’s me. Except I was up at 6:30… needing to be somewhere by 7. If that’s what an adult life is like, I’m not sure I want one.
Pendulum: The post
I have loved you from before I even met you, and every day I fall for you all over again. What we had was special, magical, and irreplaceable. There’s not a day that goes by that I wish things were different between us now. We have such a deep connection- one where words got us by for months at a time when the pictures and webcams fell short. I had my life planned out with you, every dream...
16123.) You've hurt me more than one person could...
“I’m looking through you, where did you go
I thought I knew you, what did I know...”
– I’m Looking Through You - The Beatles (via emfd504)
wow… and now you can tell me how you really feel…
Cross the line if you fucked up.
“You set yourself up for happiness or you set yourself up for sadness. Either...”
– Jill Davis (via kari-shma)
Don't Make Me Chose
I’ll fail
If I Was a Good Person
I would listen to what the tears streaming down my face right now are saying. I wouldn’t keep opening my heart to the person that could hurt it the most. I would let him walk away because he deserves somebody better than me in his life, somebody who doesn’t make the same mistakes over and over and won’t hurt him. I wouldn’t play into his ultimatum guilt trips that put me...
“Sometimes tears say all there is to say
Sometime your first scars wont ever...”
– The End Where I Begin - The Script (via emfd504)
Wrong
Let’s start off with what is right- observation hours were fun. I showed myself that I really am excited to be an athletic trainer. Making new friends, planning to hang out with them tomorrow.
Something in my life is wrong, however. Even when I’m happy I feel guilty. For what, I’m not sure yet; I don’t know the right thing to do. I feel like I can’t win- that...
Cross the line if you've told yourself and...
Murphy's Law
When I fell asleep last night, I had the type of dream where it felt so realistic, yet such a short amount of sleep, that when I woke up it felt as if I hadn’t slept at all and the events that had been running through my head were reality. I woke up sweaty and heart racing, and to a vibrating text message from my pillow half an hour before my alarm was set to go off. Needless to say, I was...
Cross the line if you enjoy solitude more than...
“Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding...”
– Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional (via emfd504)
I thought about posting this a few weeks ago, but I guess I forgot. Thanks for beating me to it :)
Emotionally Drained
“I can only please one person per day”… well actually I just pissed off 3 people today in a matter of hours. One will never speak to me again, one will speak angrily at me for a bit, and the other I was able to talk things through. I have been on the go all day and it feels good at 1:51am to get some time alone to think about my actions for the day. There are so many...
Lack of Apologies
I want to make things right and am not given the opportunity. Maybe I waited too long after the incident, but forgiveness should have a chance to shine through despite the time. She is close minded and is speaking for other people that she doesn’t know the whole story about. I understand I pissed her off, but really, was there any harm done? Was anybody hurt? I jeopardized things, but I...
I kept my promise to you
I had a chance to break it, but I respected your wishes. Hopefully that means something to you.
autumnfringes-deactivated201107 asked: hello my dear,
just wanted to remind you that you are loved and that i am so blessed to have met you. you are wonderful and i will be making you a video soon. i sincerely hope things are okay with 'the situation' you described in your last video to me.
just wanted to remind you that you are loved and that i am so blessed to have met you. you are wonderful and i will be making you a video soon. i sincerely hope things are okay with 'the situation' you described in your last video to me.
“You leave home, you move on,
and you do the best you can.
I got lost in this...”
– I heard this song today after an evening of soul searching. It took on a new meaning to me. I’ve always thought about my house when I hear it, and how homesick it usually makes me. When, instead, its about how things and most importantly, people, change. I have lost track of who I once was,...
Anonymous asked: What are you doing w/ your life?
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
“You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words...”
– Nicholas Sparks (via emfd504)
You’ve always told me this. People are liars, and actions speak louder than words. I’m sorry for what my actions have said about me lately.
New blog post.
emfd504:
www.willfully-wanderlust.blogspot.com
Check it out Chuck.
I admire your plan. Please keep us updated, I really enjoy reading about it.
snapping strings and open arms.: i know it’s silly... →
i know it’s silly but this house seems so cold without you. i find warmth in you. in the way you whisper ‘hey beautiful’ when i’m looking away, in your smile and the freckle that sits under your left eye, in the kiss you leave on my forehead and the words you steal from my own heart. you know me….
I know this feeling exactly. The way you said it put me right back into December 09. The...
“My wish for you
is that life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay...”
– Rascal Flatts- My Wish
Some days it still hurts more than others. I just want us to be ok